musing

Peaceful as the dawn

of spring above Lake Como

one silent morning

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the windows open

while the still soft air wove fresh

sweet scented coolness

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on our skin we felt

our gentle touch our hands our

lips our mouths musing

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peaceful as fresh dawn

of spring close by Lake Como

that silent morning

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wrapped in our lovers’

waking warmth—help us remember,

daughters of memory!

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song of the morning muse – sonnet

Every morning I sing – the birds above

And earth below move in those dawning musings –

Those twists and turns of dream and thought, those swings

Of mood that drive us off course when we love

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But when we think we have the lives we hoped we’d live

We sometimes see ourselves as creatures that we feared we’d be –

Monsters of imagination, whom we

Fed because of what we dreamed they’d give –

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We travelled far through countries strange, and stranger time

Wore out our wishes, blotted all that dreaming shaped in rhyme:

Our vital hopes were blurred – still, half-asleep –

Although throughout it all our vocal passions stirred: racing deep –

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Till one fine day (like now) we wake, we rub our eyes and then

Realise we’re singing songs of morning once again.

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Omm

May 2018

la muse et la petite mort – a sonnet

la muse et la petite mort

 

i sometimes wish I didn’t love you yet

so much that I do I do for you but

nothing ever works for us both, and words mistook cut

us up and out of our connection, when we let them.
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i always love the way you never get

stuck on stuff – some folk would fall into a rut

when hard and heavy tribulations put

their lives on hold – thoughts mired like fish in a net.
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but you, you seem to blithely slip

through that wide open ocean of freedom

from all the drifting flotsam pains you ever met
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setting sail on a climactic far-out trip

through wine-dark heavens, where you and all our friends can come –

loving, yet somehow wishing we didn’t love you, yet…
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       April 2017